Runaway Love.

I am about to

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 13:11:17 GMT

die soon.
die soon.

making my i/c in due time. hooorahhhhh
go to thebigfatc.blogspot.com

you're my addiction

Thu, 17 Jul 2008 12:14:15 GMT

Time flies, we are taking over office.
Time really does flies.

i think both of us need time to think it over.
we really need to.

firstly, i think that the abrupt question just maked me momentarily stunned.
i am unsure of how to answer your silly thoughts and sudden question.
the first thing that popped in was: " omg, is this really happening?" but to think it over again, the past few months were really sweet.
Thanks for all the memories and heres a really big thankyou!

and to the 26th: all the best for th upcoming evts.

Selfaffair

Sat, 05 Jul 2008 05:40:40 GMT

After all, maybe good things always have to come to an end.

Censordtivity. Lmao

More next time

VERY VERY SLEEEPPPY.
Oral is in a few more a few more days/
Should have gone for the Dinner ytd.
SHIT

No air.

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:58:00 GMT

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
That´s how I feel whenever you ain't there
that's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
there's no air, no air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
there's how I feel whenever you ain't there
there's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
there's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
no breathing[no breathing]
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air
No air, air[ohhh]
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

SCHOOOL REOPENS TOMMORROWWWWW :(

A bigger illusion

Fri, 06 Jun 2008 02:49:25 GMT

I hate someone. I hate her.
Her name, i shall reveal bit by bit.
Today's hint: C-- ------
Its so obvious :D

Charmaine is actually

Sat, 31 May 2008 12:52:41 GMT

very prone to mouth cramps.

very the greedy.

And i know, i am very the ugly.

And super the fugly.

And very the childish.

And loves Gloria Jeansssssss

and duh, the number 3. Cus triplets effects are ZOL cool.

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for more okay, goodbye.

Thu, 22 May 2008 14:38:38 GMT

Upload more sooooonxz

A long Hiatus

Thu, 17 Apr 2008 12:20:15 GMT

Bitches and Gorgeous.
Midyears are coming. Go to hell exams.
Its Ben & Jerry's tmr with my Lovelies.

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Anyway, i am on hiatus.
Bye

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:25:33 GMT

More next time. Bye

Finally, back.

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 12:20:29 GMT

After a whole 3 months or so, i am finally back here.
Yes, i have moved for a very long time in case some noobies still dont know.

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I love ya all. Shall update here after my mye's. Be patient.

You bang heart on my heart.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:06:24 GMT

Took back the post

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 09:01:24 GMT

Sorry, i dont miss the time. i miss my hair. I miss it i miss it alot.

Double-E

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 13:55:15 GMT

I am on cloud nineeeee whenever i think of alvin.
Ok, shut up Charmaine. You sound bitch.
Fcking whining bitch.
-.-

Racing with time, trying not to keep a distance.

Sun, 30 Dec 2007 13:28:47 GMT

Trying to stay awake to complete a book. Let me start of this piece of thing by saying how much a part of my heart is draining because school is starting & i cant seem to find a good point about it. Relatively, to holidays, it seems the world's dreadest ( if there's ever a word) thing. Come to think of it as a chore, a habitual daily thing. As in dont you find your life droning? Oh come on.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Went to church today. As usual, i was a little quiet here & there. But oh no, Kelly started to turn a little lunatic speaking in an accent not a soul can comprehend. The freakiest part was Carina was ENJOYING it. oh jeez. Sherilyn & I were like omg, if this was what it was going to be like after joing Teenage Icon, Everyone out there, DONT JOIN! Btw, go here if you wanna know kelly. Yes. Then Sherilyn, Sheryl & I were pratically enjoying everybit of it toturing Carina. From pulling her to stuffing food in her mouth. To sitting on her. Everything was sooo fun. & you better believe it, we can turn really nasty. Heh! Wendy Agatha Ernest Cedric & I were supposed to have yummy Ben & Jerry today @ the cathay. But agatha couldnt make it, so we are postponing it. headed there with mifdhal & malcolm & charlene ( Charmaine's Sister).

I saw this thing in the lift & thus we had yummy lunch there. Hahaha. Went home.

If there is ever Santa Claus, I want another Christmas wish. And that has definately gotta be Alvin Chew. Im not insane or whatsoever. I just think Alvin has just sucked a portion of my brain & thus i cant seem to be functioning properly. oh what the heck. Inorder to salvage this poor soul, DONATE ALVIN. Thanks.
Lets see, boring school tmr again. Oh freak.

3words,8letters,1meaning

Baby where'd you get your body from.

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 09:52:37 GMT

Oh boy, pretty checkered.
[Time flies so quickly. School is like reopening in 4 days time. ]

School reopening means lesser time online, lesser time online means lesser of A. The A word today is die of a tragedy.
Toddles losers, school's reopening.
Bye handsome, hello ugly books, geeky Charmaine & freaking teachers.

Books are the deadliest things on earth. I know school reopening means no more shopping. So there isnt anymore COOL Charmaine. Cos i think being cool is uncool. Fuck anybody who thinks the other way. Im sorry, Im feeling lousy cos there isnt fun anymore. Damn.

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 12:55:32 GMT

[27th Dec : Batch Outing]

Had batch outing. All gathered at boonlay interchange. headed to bedok. We pratically walked like an hour till we reached our pit. Oh hell. Then many of us stepped into mud. Including me thats why i'm complaining now. Argh.
So we had to wash our pretty feets in sea water. Then we rented rollerblades & started to blade & cycle. Okay, here i sound quite expert. But if you were there, haha, you would have seen the Chicken in me. Man, it was darn scary. Then had BBQ. & started to go quite mad. I have no idea why too. Maybe you can blame the 15 shots of vodka. Ha! Jasmine, Vivian & I went off earlier at around 8plus. Took a cabbie back to Bedok then ___________ ( mean of transport). Drop dead & slept.

[28th Dec: Briefing & Mass Dance]

Sickening, school again. So there was briefing. Then went lunch it was frigging boring with Yunhao & Fionn. Hate to say that but, ya. I think shijia is soooo much fun. Ha. Then had mass dance. Partner is Xuejing. Dancing made everyone went HIGH!!!! Called Dad to pick me. Bye. Im dead. I swear a better entry next time. Im off to phones

Im hanging on a flimsy thread.

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 14:00:49 GMT

2007 Collection.

Im dead. Im dead. Im so so so tired. Started off day with breakfast at Imm then went to pick Yiying. Omg, i really hate her to the core.
She thinks she frigging rich. But she's like a pile of S-H-I-T. Omg. I think i feel like smacking her. She keeps sticking to me and pull me. Omg. I feel like giving her a tight slap!
Black & White Christmas. I was HORRANDOUS-ly dressed. Because i just heck cared about anyclothes and grab & change. Ok. I realised that i was wearing the SAME clothes as last week. Eeeeek!!@@#
Then went to Thomson Plaza for lunch. Mum bought a pretty top there. Their clothes are fabulous. Then went Popular. Witnessed a scene where a mother & daughter were quarelling. Whatthehell! i just walked past only... the girl, i emphasise at my age i think. said: " Some people are just so busybody" . Its obviously on me. omg. I showed her the middle finger. & gave her the whatever look.
Man was i proud of myself. *Beams*

Then went IMM to get myself shoes. Because i am sooo lacking of Fashion Taste nowadays. Bleah. yes. so i bought a pair of reddish marble looking pointed toe heels. Preetaye! Went home after that. Called bernice. Btw, Bernice was sooo cool. She delivered my present to me. It was something like a heart shape, but its not. But i aint opening it now. Opening all my presents on Christmas tgt with Malcolm ( COS YIPEE! He'll be back:D ) bernice cousins. Hohohoho.

Dream hairstyle 2008.

Ps: My hair is grey. Stupid R-Zone. Made me spray my fringe white. Argh. So unlike Charmaine. EEeeeeek.
Told you my fashion taste is draining. Subscribing to more vogue now. Byebye.
btw, mum allowed me to make friends with Alvin. I knew she was nice. :D
BEST MOTHER IN THE WORLD.
BEST GUY ON EARTH!
BEST DAUGHTER IN THE UNIVERSE. *Grinssss*

oh i pray malcolm or marcus has his contact(: If not i shall ask Mal to get it for me. Enough of stupid love things. Back to my serious stuffs.

I browsed through something like that today:

"Hey love,
Be home for Christmas."With that i end my gloomy days and ponder on how i am gonna squander away Christmas.
Loves.

Lingering for you.

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 11:57:06 GMT

I have a huge crush on models.
I have an affinity with Alvin.
I have great friends that are always there.
I have a sickening brother that spills out everything that i tell him.
I have skimpy body, & i aint happy about it.
I have a gargantuan appetite but i cant grow fat.
I have no money alr because i am a terrible money controller.
I have no mood for laughing during school days because there isnt Alvin now.
I have a crooked tooth.
I have pimples.
I have blunt features.

I want to be like the models.
I want to be with Alvin for life.
I want to be a great friend too.
I want my brother to be gone with the wind.
I want a fabulous body and tall slander sexy legs.
I want a big appetite and grow fat.
I want big money.
I want to have alvin everyday.
I want straight teeth.
I want pimple free face.
I want sharp features.

I need hair extensions. I aint contented with my life now. God, i pray for everything that i want. I think God wont give me all.
I told mum that i liked Alvin. Mum said that he's a _________. Oh God, why do i bother?
Like I said already. Love is blind. Love really is. I really really need my Bernice. I feeling like bitching around now.
Argh. So what if Alvin is a _______? I thought Primary/Secondary Infactuation wont last? Treat it as I'm bitching around then.
But dont bother me. Bernice, lets go drink our sorrows down.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 04:57:51 GMT

Im short, thin, ugly and pratically useless.

Igniteparis. Paris Hilton is such a blast. Im totally into her.

(ohwhatablast)

I love her sharp nose. Her sharp features. Her tall & slander body. Her great taste in clothes.
Her marvellous blonde hair. & her cash!

If i could be a tiny whiny bit like her. ~~I'll be loved~~

Christmas Wishlist.

Fri, 21 Dec 2007 08:05:32 GMT

Fred Flare Top at $22

Holla Atcha Boy Top at $25

Talking Watch ( I forget how much.)

Jay McCarrol Bowling Bag at $60

D80!

Pointed Toe Flats.

& MR A-C

Bustling Streets

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 13:28:02 GMT

Exhales*

Boom. I am so dead tired. Came back from a long day out.
Had breakdast at IMM then went to buy school sneakers.
Then went to get Ray's school shoes. Then went GIANT to buy steamboat stuffs.
Then went to Peoples Park. Bought a pair of skinnies for this sunday.

Boom. Heading to bed soon. School tmr at 6.45. Catching my beauty sleep.
Updates next time.
Loves.

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 15:35:39 GMT

LOCKED AND WITHDRAWN

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 09:34:03 GMT

Steal me a heart. Catch me a moon. Sail me a boat. Ferry me to Paris.
I'll yearn for you baby.
Till the end of time.
Bye.

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 09:14:14 GMT

Nites

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Because of you

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 09:58:45 GMT

Hello. Just returned from Korea & Shanghai.
Updates here.

3rd Dec.
Left home for Changi Airport then Shijia, Yunhao & Fionn sent me off. Took a 5h plus plane to Shanghai.
Reached around at 11plus. checked into hotel huajing then slept.
4th Dec.
Early morning woke up for buffet breakfast. Then a long day began.
Bought an orange jacket.
5th Dec.
Long Day again. Woke up & tiring schedules.
6th Dec.
Left Shanghai for Jeju Island. Stayed in Hotel Robero. Bought a pair of sneakers.
7th Dec.
Left Jeju & took a plane to Daegu. In Hotel Crystal. Then went Fish Spa. Er, i was totally freaked out by those fishes.
Spoilt my camera in the spa. cos i dropped it in. Mum was like soooo angry with me.
8th Dec.
Went Seoul. Stayed in a coool hotel. Then left Seoul to go Ski resort.
9th Dec.
Ski Resort. & Bought Clothes.
10th dec.
Ski resort. Went Skiing. Fun! Fun! Fun!
11th Dec.
Went back to Seoul. Stayed in the coool resort. Played with Snow.
Lotte World. Took French Revolution. So many darn 360 turns. Hhahaha, fun though.
12th Dec.
Woke up early went for breakfast. Then Shopping.
Bought a necklace & many food.
Took a plane home. Transfered at Shanghai.
13th Dec.
Singapore.

Ok it was a really really really packed tour. But i was glad i went. Cos i met my Prince.
Yes. I want sleep now. Bye.